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I would tell her I preferred people not knowing my business, while in reality I just liked secrets.I am not sure when I decided that the loneliness of going out with married women, the sense of being invisible that I experienced when I met their husbands and the sense of not being able to plan my schedule because I was always waiting for small windows of availability all became too much.
At some point I started having the sorts of relationships all my peers did, being introduced by friends to someone with shared interests, going out to dinners, to concerts, to parties at friends’ homes.Back then, because I had very difficult parents who did not pay me much attention, her interest brought enormous relief. I would write down lists of things I wanted to tell her.The woman was 40 and she began picking me up at the local library and taking me to her house.Afterwards, when I went out with girls my own age, it seemed pointless.For me a relationship needed to contain certain excitements and problems to count.I was 18 and the fact that this was his response made me feel my youth and feel how strange the world is.
Almost as soon as the woman had told her husband I lost my interest in her.It sounds like you need a bit of respite to recoup your energy.Have you talked to your partner about how this is affecting you? A married woman who was a friend of my family started to take a great deal of interest in me.In retrospect, it is obvious that the woman was mentally ill.A part of me found the gradualness of all of this irritating, like sipping wine when you are used to a swig of hard liquor.